wth. my mum's like nagging at me for staring at the comp 24/7? -.- she dont let me go out then what she expect me to do?! i'm, like, trapped in my own home la. keep comparing me with my elder sis. _l_ i'm LAUYEEXUAN LEH! not lauyeeping. =.= so dont expect me to be like her lorhs. say what, "last time you jie also never go out so often. then you expect me to let you go out everyday?" not my fault she anti-social wht. summore say i got more freedom then my sis, then i wonder how jia lat is she lorhs, prisoner uh? -.- last time Jie got EVERYTHING she wanted lorhs (ok, almost), then now i ask you help me buy something then you say, "you think $ very easy earn arhs?" now i'm finding things to do that has nothing to do with the comp or tv, then you say, " dont mess up the house for me horhs." thn wht you want me to do ? sit thr & rot uh? -.- dammit la, seriously no freedom la. liddat i rather go schl luhhs. -.-


ok, i knw i shouldnt be blogging bad things abt my mum, but seriously la, she like tai guo fen and over-protective(?) lorhs -.-
please dont make me hate my home la. -.-



i show y'all my new lover ok?! (:

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LOOOOOOOOOL.
its still noob, but who cares?! =X




ok, shall not watse anymore time, i go pei my lover le (:
Byes ;}}

to think of it, i'm such a fool. in a few days, it'll already be a year. i'm such a hopeless fool for love. & there's no cure for it. hope i can get over it before the 4th. i dont wanna be labelled as the "the fool for love" in my history. the only cure for love-sickness is love, so, i guess there's no cure? whatever laaaaaaaaaaa. pissed! -.- i want the "i love you" to turn to " i HAD loveD you" hais.





"Lay Your Hands"

Sometimes life can be a burden
Trine stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I'm standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Trine survive
But i know i stand a chance

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
`Caus it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

[chorus]
(Oh baby, when I`m calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I`m in my darkest hour)
You`re by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
Getting me down, i`m close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

Feel this road is getting longer now
And i`m too far away from home
Still I gotta keep on moving on
But I can`t do it on my own
Baby keep my head above water
Help me swim for my life
`Coz the game is getting harder
The strain is gettin stronger
And I can only face the fight

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
`Coz it`s the only thing I have that still makes sense

[chorus]

`Til I`m healed again,
Rediscovered my strengths,
Those bitter blues are gone...
Oh, gone...

[chorus]
Come and lay your hands on me.



paiseh so long nv update =XXX
hahhas (:
well, recently, china had a massive earthquake & Myanmar had a typhoon.
sad luhhs. so many ppl die, thn small children or even babies also hav to suffer. ):
& th worst thing is, Myanmar refused to accept help. -.- thn now thn accept (rights?), so many ppl already die liao lorhs -.- Diaos.

anywayssssssss, me ju xy & mich volunteered to help to collect donations. (:
our's is a station, so we no need walk around.
but i realised something lorhs, we dont walk around still got "big-$" come to us, but the scouts (lowersec) walked aroundthen none of the donations over 5$ lorhsssssssssss. =X
hahhas ((:

played inter-house games (:
lost. D: cos playmate 2nd half stomachache thn nv play. ):

aft schl lunch-ed with Ju & PL ;}}
thn went home & comp-ed. (:


LoveLove-Korh is an asssssssssssssssssss!

1) when will the sun not shine and when will the world end?
-when love stops making the world go round.


2)what do you want the most now?
-get over it.


3)do you believe in afterlife?
-well, i choose to believe.


4)do you hate your friends sometimes?
-yeps. nobody is perfect.


5)when do you wish to die?
-when i had enough of life.


6)do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-i still believe in it like i believe in fantasy.


7)what is your goal for this year?
-promote to 3express.


8)do you believe in eternity love?
-impossible.


9)have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
-one word: DIAOSZXSZXSZX! -.-


10)what feeling do you love most?
-the feeling of being loved?


11)what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-idk.


12)what feeling do you hate the most?
-the feeling of loving w/o being loved back.


13)Do u belive in love at first sight ?
-maybe, just maybe.


14)is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
--holidays, so i can SLEEP (:


15)what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-love. (i think thats the only thing friends & family have in common barhs.)


16)who do you hope to be always there for you?
-someone. (Shh...)


17)do you find life meaningless?
-yeps. most of the time.


18)what if one day, you're left with only 13minutes to live, what will you do?
-i'll see the outside world for the last time.





INSTRUSTIONS: remove one question from above and add in your own question, then tag 8 ppl in ur list, list them out at the end of this post. notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.
(question 18 replaced!)


the chosen ones:
huiqi
andrea
julia
linda
ophila
caijun
peiling
cheryl y

(i'll tag later, i now very lazy) =X

today was... ok?
except when girlfr & sweetie took my phone -.-

today was Bor-RINGGGG!~ i thought history was OVERRRRR, but they came out with a stupid excursion(sp?) involving ALOT of history -.-
but the Kranji memorial thingy was very nice luhs.

very beautiful, peaceful, although with the nice appearence,
there's certainly a sad history behind it. ):
but without them, Singapore wouldnt be as peaceful(?) now.

i've got a new LOVElove to add into my lurveeeeeee lifeeeeeeeee :D
jiahuiSWEETIE! ♥
120508 (:

hahhas. (:



HEYO! back from my sis' 21st Birthday! ((:
all the 21yearold people were thr, plus allllllllll my relatives except my 1st uncle in M'sia D:
hahhas. went thr 1st find my 2nd uncle (:
RENT BIKES! :D
(cause i phobia rollerblades. anyone wanna teach me? imma fast learner & i dont do any harm. seriously!)
LOLed!
cycled until my cb pain uhhs. LOOOOOOOOOL!
then sat down & had a conversation with the waves.
thought abt some crap. shan't elaborate uhs. :O
then aft abt 1hour returned bike le. so sian.
aft that i went to help out lorhs.
got scratched by otah sticks,
watched "Liao Zai" (sp?),
got scolded for playing bubbles -.- ,
got burned by charcoal,
got smoke into my eyes,
and alcohol burned my throat. xO

i've learnt my lesson not to act clever & drink 40% alcoholic drinks & stick to 10-20% drinks. xO
40% drink i soooooooooooo bitter LARHS. i rather drink 123456789 1% drinks & get drunk than 2 40% drinks & get drunk -.-
LOLed.

well, thr's still 5more minutes till mothers' day ends, so...
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !
hohohos (:
today, someone indirectly insulted my mum & family,
so, from now onwards, i'll try my @#$%&! best to do better than them.
& i've one thing to say to that person(s), YOU HAVE POOR SENSE OF FASHION! xP
-.-

i gotta go nows.
Byes :D

BOO! changed blogskin (:
hahahs. anyways, today i'm going Parsirris the Costa Sands Chalet to celebrate my blood-Jie's 21st birthday ;D
hohohos. officially adult le w0rhszxszxs ;D her actual birthday is on 15th but celebrating it earlier lorhsssssssss.
tomorrow going thr again. anyone wanna pei me go? if not i like very left out ladey, all the 20+ yearsold ppl thr D:
RAWRS. my mum made it "compulsary" for me to go tmr -.-
ARGH.

gotta go. i want to continue sleeping le. Yawns.
Byes :D

argh. i bored. so i'm gonna post my 3rd post. cause... i need to find something to do, if not i 胡思乱想 hahhas "/ ohs, i forgot to mention that today is NPCC day (national parh chiew ceng day)

anyways...

in my vocab, there's no such word as "vulgarities"
cause...
to me...

fuck : is a street-name for sex. (i read it on an online artical)
anyways, fyi, making love is a romatic way of sex
sexual intercourse is a scientific term for sex
so, i whichever way, IT'S STILL SEX FOR GODSAKE!
so teachers' have no right to demerit us for saying the word " FUCK "
&& "fuck you" is "sex you" LARH! -.-

chi bye (cb) : is a dialect for vagina. & i think you people have studied science. RIGHTS. ?!
so this is also NOT a vulgarity. & chao chi bye (ccb) is "smelly vagina" -.-

lan jiao (lj) : is a dialect for penis. & i think you have studied science. right RIGHTS ?!
so this is also NOTTTTT a vulgarity.

for now, i can only think of this few la. see... i not so-called vulgar lorhs.
& i think if those words are vulgarities, then... i think alot people are vulgar lorhs. cause i bet almost everyone watched/saw/came onto porno websites b4 lorhs. & porno webs have sex, vagina & penises, so therefore i conclude that, MANY PEOPLE ARE VULGAR :D
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

oh shit. i have nothing to do now! panick!!
arghs. shall sleeeeeeeeeeep. and hopefully i'll have sweet dreams & not dreams about wht will happen next (you knw what i mean).
hahhas. but its only 7.07pm now -.-
diaos. nvm.

GOODNIGHTS (:
will wake up at abt 10plus :D
& i have yet to study DnT -.-

Byes. -.-

FYI, "sua gu" is moutain tortise x}
can also replace sua gu with "kumpong kia" =X

LOLed. !

& HOWS. ?!!


but i need not worry too much, cause,
" JULIA ONG WEIPING, S94274xxZ can prove my innocence "
yeps. (: READ THIS BABYYYYYYY~ {:
I HAVE A EYE-WITNESS!

oh fuck.
really got myself into deep shit this time. BUT! i'm innocent la.
crap! crap! crap! well cause cause some peoples vandalised the playground and wrote my name & some other ppl's name thr. & a "good citizen of s'pore & good resident of hougang" called them to clean up. so i also helped lor. CAUSE GOT MY NAME -.- oh shit la. might kena the police LEHHS. i might get into trouble too, cause left two sentence, with my name, that cant be washed off. ): how?! i'm planning to tell my mum. but i think i'm gonna write a letter to her. cause i think if i tell face to face horhs, i'll probally(spelling?) cry, then she wont understand a thing OR, she'll scold me. ): ARGHS! & i dont want my father to know!!! he'll start the SEE-LARH!-who-call-you-dont-study-and-end-up-in-不三不四-school lecture/nag. D: then... my mum will also join in, then, i'll DIE!! the worst come to worst, they'll transfere school for me -.- WAIT WAIT WAIT! that's not the worst, if i dont tell them, and some police or people tell them, i no need go home already ): confirm de lorhs. if they dont throw me out of the house then the sky falling down already. so...anyone wanna bunk with me?! omg Omg OMG! HOWS. ?! police case very serious LEHSSSSS D:
oh shit la. 我是innocent party lorhs ):




happy mothers' day mummy (:
woke up at 3am to prepare -.-
thanks Chiobu for the wake-up-sms & chat yea? :D
hahhas. chat&prepared everything. & the @#$%&! mixer so diff to take out LARHS!
then disater strike. i mixed the things wrongly. =.=
but thankfully, i have back-up plan :}
hahhas :}
so, the pancake is aeh-oh-kae ;D
mummy liked it :D
but she scolded me for waking up so early D:
Awwws...
&&& I GET TO SKIP TUITION CAUSE OF THAT. ;D
woots! :}
i'm supposed to wake Chiobu up at 7am. but i have yet to do so. =X
Oops. but not planning to do so =X

& now, I WANNA SLEEEEEEEEP! RAWRS. GOODNIGHTS! Yawns.

HS | adrian
HS | andrea
HS | caijun
HS | cherie
HS | cherylyao
HS | desmond
HS | eunice
HS | gina
HS | haien
HS | haohe
HS | huiping
HS | huiqi
HS | joyce
HS | julia
HS | jiaen
HS | jiancheng
HS | laureen
HS | linda
HS | marjorie
HS | miaoli
HS | michelle
HS | ophila
HS | peiling
HS | qianhui
HS | sabrina
HS | winsome
HS | xiaoyuan
HS | xinhao
HS | yuanying

SNGS | adeline
SNGS | ashley
SNGS | athena
SNGS | belle
SNGS | bernice
SNGS | delfina
SNGS | enqi
SNGS | kimberly
SNGS | shuqing

SUPERTEENS | benji
SUPERTEENS | clare
SUPERTEENS | ginette
SUPERTEENS | jingkai
SUPERTEENS | timmy

TUITIONPALS | grace
TUITIONPALS | zena


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