Friday, January 11, 2008
4:08 AM
hais. today morning was fine. only after science lesson felt very... emo... wierd. its a long time since i felt that way. been the HappyIdiot for quite longgg. wannaa continue to a happyidiot but there's jus too much troubles. all coming to me all at once. too much for me to handle. so... i broke down during english lesson. rarrs. so paisehs. cus 2e3 in the centre. -.- if e1 or e5 still okaes, but 2e3 LEHHS. -.- cb. hais. all the cuts came back. long tym since i did that. T.T hais. i rather have only one good-best-forever goodfriend which i can tell anything & evrything to then hav alot-many-uncountable of friend but almost none of them cares about your life or death. this is jus PATHETIC i think the loner of all loner has a good-best-forever friend. so... i'm kindda worst than a loner & that suck. ): hais. the closest to the title good-best-forever friend is huiqi brhs. i jus realised how lucky i am to have her. i jus nv appreciated her. regretted. cus she pei me decorate my class room & not her classroom as alot people pangseh me for some fucking jibye reasons -.- i've learnt q lesson here. never take things for granted . appreciate thing around you. &you'll nv regret later... unlike me... &then the main reson for the emo-ness today was cus of "penguin" D; i megacrushed on him for half year, 1week w/o knowing it. probably some people will think of it as cheap. some might think of it as stupidity. whatever reason it is... its difficult to forget. its hopeless luhhs. i lyk him & i noe how impossible it is. its lyk a never-ever-EVER thing. hopeless one-sided love. stupidity is all i am. ): but i promised playmate to forget him (: &i'll try my bestest-best to do so. i promise kaes. must forget. ! ARRHS.!ANYWAYS...CME lessons cheered me up :D
mr lee told us ghost stories (:
they are auppose to be scary but in every good story line, thrs a funny/happy part :D
so it made me laugh larhs.
aft schl me cheryl huqi go buy spray paint.i'm seriously going to get skin cancer larhs. i use so many times spray paint lerh lehhs xO
talked abt some Chicken Backside & some No Ball. rarrs. they suckszxszx. & despoooooo -.-
they so disgusting lorhs. all change sex wans xD hahhas.
then saw a bird eating worms xD
huqi was so interested me oso then cheryl was lyk... =,=
hahas.bought paint liaos then headed back :D
huiqi talking abt pcc xD
aint so innocent aft all (:
went back.
did some deco. then ridhwan came to help. hahas.
cus he is a super tall ass & is suppose to help people thats not so tall xO
then we chase them away.
cus dunwan take too much time of their planned-date =X
they went liaos then we started the hard worklols.
then finished at 5.
go extra wif the netball board designing thing.
hahhas. i sprayed the thing.
but nv melt lorhs. is that jackie guy noob horhs =XX
hahhas xD
sabrina-squidball sad ):
but i think she ok lerh larhs :D
gotta go. ~
Byes :D