Wednesday, June 4, 2008
2:16 AM
i'm gonna leave the memories behind,
time to move on. so, changed blog?
relink&tag yea?
www.thpastwillbe-memories.blogspot.comGIVE UP, LET GO, MOVE ON.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
6:54 AM
BOOYA! (:
today was a STUPID but
FUN day ;}
hahhas shall skip to fun parts.
today went for Cheer practice (:
after a long while, i wanted to buy fooooooood!
i know nearby got 7-11, but dunnoe whr it was exactly,
so asked jon(lee) he say behind nanchiau(sp?) then me&playmate went to find it lo.
walk until quite-near-compass still havent see 7-11 -.-
then decided to take bus to compass to buy food lo.
161 came, then i thought will go to interchange then we happily stayed inside.
wahhs, after awhile i saw Expressway, then panicked! Dx
aft that, i saw Woodlands & Yiochukang the road sign. siannnn~
aft that, i saw "seletar expressway", then i saw MANDAI ZOO!
WHATTHEFCUK! @#$%&!
the bus went on and on until some busstop out side Innova JC. -.-
then we alighted, went the other side to take 161 back. -.-
luckily go seats lo, if not we need to stand for abt 20min ? =.=
hahhas.
aft that playmate went home. i went to find ophila (:
both of us worked on cheers till 8.30? ;}
hahhas.
tomorrow is already the 4th?
and i've not forgotten or gave up yet?
i'm such a failure.
you;re my softspot. & i hate that i love you, seriously.
someone help me laaaaaaaa. !
i'm sick of this,
sick of one-sided love. x/3
Monday, June 2, 2008
7:38 AM
had cheer practice today with ophila andrea emily wenting jon(lee) jinlian (:
fun fun! & i gotta re-learn my cartwheels. *yawns.
maybe i wouldnt re-learn cartwheels, cause i dont think i'm as flex as i was in pri3? ;X
playmate left early. O:
then emily & the others came at abt 1pm (:
thn me & ophila went compass, to buy taokaenoi & Alexkor's birthday present.
the whole compass no wasabi flavoured taokaenoi? -.- so end up buying "hot&spicy"
then went comicsconnection, wanted to buy acash for alexkor, but he dunwan, h want the same toy/keychain as me? so get it for him lo. save my $ & time oso =XXXX jkjk x}
hahhas. went back & went thru the cheers? (:
jon & jinlian thought me basketballlllll~
and "jiaolian" (-.-) jinlian said got 前途 (thats the correct chinese character, rights?) :D
hahhas. LOOOOOOOOOOOL.
then was kidda bored? so crapped around. wanted to book a room in the C.C. so that we can put a mat to cusion(sp?) ophila's fall during the stunts. but its, like, 50 for an hour? too ex, MUCH too ex. rent chalet oso cheaper lo -.-
aft prac, we to fetch daddy then go & eat teochew porridge at my old hse thr, AMK ave 10 (:
hohohos. nice worsssssss, long time nv eat le (:
went home &maple &now i'm here blogginggggggg~ ;}
ifyouthinkwedonothavetheabilitytowinthischeerwithoutHerhelp,
justkeepittoyourselfcan?
by tellingthistous,
youarediscouragingusleh. -.-
&ifShe'ssogood,
whydontShejoin?
toohumbleARHS?!
idontcarehowwellyouthinkaboutyourBestfriend,
butyoustillhavetothinkaboutotherpeople'sfeelingrights?,
felingsofpeoplewhoaredoingthecheer.
ifyoudonotwanttohelp,
STFU! stopsayingthingsthatwouldmakeuslosecofident&spirit.
&inthefirstplace,
you'retheonewhoaskedmetojoinedlehs.
isaididontwanttojointhen
yougivemeguailanface? -.-
thenendupyouneverjoin,
whatistheworldcomingto? -.-
damnpissed. _l_
SHAK-erians are ♥-ed!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
7:33 PM
wth. my mum's like nagging at me for staring at the comp 24/7? -.- she dont let me go out then what she expect me to do?! i'm, like, trapped in my own home la. keep comparing me with my elder sis. _l_ i'm LAUYEEXUAN LEH! not lauyeeping. =.= so dont expect me to be like her lorhs. say what, "last time you jie also never go out so often. then you expect me to let you go out everyday?" not my fault she anti-social wht. summore say i got more freedom then my sis, then i wonder how jia lat is she lorhs, prisoner uh? -.- last time Jie got EVERYTHING she wanted lorhs (ok, almost), then now i ask you help me buy something then you say, "you think $ very easy earn arhs?" now i'm finding things to do that has nothing to do with the comp or tv, then you say, " dont mess up the house for me horhs." thn wht you want me to do ? sit thr & rot uh? -.- dammit la, seriously no freedom la. liddat i rather go schl luhhs. -.-
ok, i knw i shouldnt be blogging bad things abt my mum, but seriously la, she like tai guo fen and over-protective(?) lorhs -.-
please dont make me hate my home la. -.-
2:49 AM

i show y'all my new lover ok?! (:
←
LOOOOOOOOOL.
its still noob, but who cares?! =X
ok, shall not watse anymore time, i go pei my lover le (:
Byes ;}}
Thursday, May 29, 2008
6:30 AM
to think of it, i'm such a fool. in a few days, it'll already be a year. i'm such a hopeless fool for love. & there's no cure for it. hope i can get over it before the 4th. i dont wanna be labelled as the "the fool for love" in my history. the only cure for love-sickness is love, so, i guess there's no cure? whatever laaaaaaaaaaa. pissed! -.- i want the "i love you" to turn to " i HAD loveD you" hais.

Monday, May 26, 2008
5:45 AM
"Lay Your Hands"Sometimes life can be a burdenTrine stay one step aheadI feel the world upon my shoulder each timeI'm standing out on the edgeAnd my hopes have all deserted meLike they washed away in the sandAnd it's hurting my prideTrine surviveBut i know i stand a chanceWhen you lay your handsOh yeah`Caus it's the only thing I have that still makes sense[chorus](Oh baby, when I`m calling out)Give me love and affection,Keep telling me, show me the way.(Oh, if you see me falling down)Lift me up from the shadowsWill you take me away to a better place?(And when I`m in my darkest hour)You`re by my side, to turn the tide,Until the suffering fades.When life is getting me down,Getting me down, i`m close to defeat,Come and lay ur hands on me.Feel this road is getting longer nowAnd i`m too far away from homeStill I gotta keep on moving onBut I can`t do it on my ownBaby keep my head above waterHelp me swim for my life`Coz the game is getting harderThe strain is gettin strongerAnd I can only face the fightWhen you lay your handsOh yeah`Coz it`s the only thing I have that still makes sense[chorus]`Til I`m healed again,Rediscovered my strengths,Those bitter blues are gone...Oh, gone...[chorus]Come and lay your hands on me.
ohshit, feelsofcukinglyemo -.-